Drowning in Doubt

Drowning in a whirlpool,
My faith in you grows stale.
I struggle to understand
as I sink deeper
  into
       the abyss.
I loved
    and loved.
I fought in earnest.
I prayed
but was never heard.
And now
I find myself
    at
     the bottom.
Gasping for air.
Wondering
If the battle was worth it.